‘Some Part of Their Youth Definitely Got Stolen.’ Photos of Growing Up Amid Ukraine’s War – Charlie Campbell

​​If age is cumulative, the tallying up of events that weather the body and shape the mind, then Ukraine may not have many young people left.

Few here are unscarred by Russian President Vladimir Putin’s full-scale invasion of Ukraine on Feb. 24, which plunged millions of children and adolescents into a warped reality of curfews and roadblocks, mortar fire, and shallow graves. Today, soldiers at the front-line risk their lives so that young people can enjoy freedoms they feel too guilty to relish.

German photographer Fabian Ritter spent three weeks profiling young people in Kyiv Oblast, the province surrounding Ukraine’s capital, even sharing an apartment with some to better understand their perspectives. “Some part of their youth definitely got stolen,” Ritter tells TIME. “They all speak very seriously and very grownup about this war and what they hope for.”
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Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveThe first concert featuring local bands after a long pause. Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveSkateboarders near the Kyiv Opera house, which reopened in late May after a three month closure. A monument in the background is still protected from possible air attacks by sandbags and panels.Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveYouth gather in a park after an art auction to benefit the Ukrainian military.Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveAfter a two month break, actors with the Kyiv Improvisational Theater rehearse and prepare for their June performance.

Youth should be a time for adventure and exploration, to unfurl the coddled layers of childhood and discover one’s inner self, before family and career take priority. But in Ukraine, this passage of self-discovery has been imprinted with a struggle for national survival.

“I met many people who may not have had a strong Ukrainian identity before, but feel more Ukrainian since the start of the war,” says Ritter. “Some told me they always wanted to travel the world, but now feel they really need to be here and to play a role in this war, even if it’s a small role.”

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As fighting has receded from Kyiv to Ukraine’s southern and eastern regions, young people in the capital are caught between war and a veneer of normality, not knowing the right way to behave. For the very young, routed Russian tanks have become jungle gyms. For those in their teens and 20s, the dance clubs have reopened but few attend. Music venues also collect funds for the military. “No one really feels like partying,” says Ritter.

Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveA play structure behind several destroyed buildings is still used by children. Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveKsenia poses for a portrait in Shevchenko Park. She is grateful that she can still live in Kyiv.Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveA destroyed car near the town of Makariw, Kyiv Oblast.Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveClose friends Grisha and Borys pose for a portrait at a lake. Within hours of leaving his home in Irpin, Grisha’s street was taken over by Russian soldiers.

Kyiv’s youth find themselves in the third of, they hope, four stages of this national catastrophe. There was the lead up to the war, then the intense outbreak of fighting as Russian troops attempted to storm Kyiv, and now a grim purgatory, dreaming of the post-war stage to come. “Until the day of victory, most of them don’t make long-term plans,” says Ritter. “They are just trying to get through this stage now.”

Studies have been put on hold, with most young people taking whatever casual jobs they can find just to keep families fed. Those dreaming of careers in the arts or theater are especially at a loss, with opportunities originally curtailed by the COVID-19 pandemic put on permanent hiatus. Aspiring musicians busk in the street or work manual labor. Ritter also photographed LGBTQ+ youth trying to reconcile their own inchoate identity with a national one under attack.

In what he says is his favorite single shot, Ritter profiles two 15-year-old friends swimming at a lake nearby the Kyiv suburb of Bucha, now a byword for Russian war crimes. It was the first day they had met there since the war, resuming what had been a regular pastime, but now against a murderous backdrop. “Their parents tried to protect them from what they could have possibly seen,” says Ritter, “but they definitely heard explosions and things.”

Yet it’s ultimately impossible to shield Kyiv’s youth from the prospect that fighting may one day return, that it will be their turn next to pick up a gun. “Some of the young people were quite afraid,” says Ritter, “thinking maybe one day that they will have to fight, too.”

Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveA jam session at the arts center “The Pink Punk Art Studio“.Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveMaks, a musician, says he is having trouble finding a permanent job in Kyiv.Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveSasha lived in the village of Dymer, north of Kyiv, with his family under Russian occupation during the first weeks of the war. He now lives in a shared apartment in Kyiv.Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveA group gathers on the roof terrace of the “Pink Punk Art Studio”. Fabian Ritter—DOCKS CollectiveYouth from Irpin and Bucha go for a swim in a lake near Kyiv. Read More